i draw, i design, i do music, i cook
i 'wife' for hezry.
i 'mom' for hidayat-
but never anything involving
math equations & numbers.
Hidayat’s Eczema Expedition
Author Archives: tokyovines
i don’t know. i can’t really find the right words to explain how blissful my life has been, and how grateful i am to have been given such a way of living. Allah has truly been kind. i can say … Continue reading
ah- baby’s asleep. finally. after what seemed like a hectic playtime, the little boy’s finally resting. now it’s time to clean up, bathe, cook and do every work i’ve got left to finish up before he wakes up” — and … Continue reading
hidayat drags himself around everywhere nowadays. that’s practically all he does whenever we place him anywhere around the house. of course we try our best to refrain him from crawling on carpets (basically because of his skin condition). he loves … Continue reading
peekaboo! after what seemed like a whole decade, he’s finally progressed. a whole lot. i’m feeling extremely thankful, for the fact that he’s no longer scratching his face, rubbing his face onto our clothes, finding every opportunity to take a … Continue reading
as i’d mention previously, hidayat hasn’t fully healed from his eczema, basically because the boy won’t fully heal from it until his immunity strengthens. i’ve been meaning to continue with my studies or start a full-time job, but i don’t … Continue reading
when people ask me, “what can your son do now?” my mind automatically makes a cartwheel, trying to recollect the things he can do in a sequential manner. what can he do now? he’s about to enter his seventh month, … Continue reading
during raya last year, my aunties were going all, “you should sleep now before your baby’s born! after that, there’s no full-night of sleep for you until he goes to school!”. i believed in it, and the night hidayat came … Continue reading
ever felt so helpless, you just end up praying to Him nonstop for something to happen, and for time to move as fast as it could? this was exactly what i’d felt the night my son couldn’t stop waking up … Continue reading